my new diet.
so, i’ve always had a problem with my weight. always. i’ve always been self-conscious, thinking i am way bigger than i am.
i’ve always been the “fat girl” on all of my sports teams (and there are many), the unconventional athlete. i do have to admit that i was very talented at every sport i played, and that is the only thing that i believe that i have the right to be cocky about.
about 2 1/2 years ago, i began the birth control shot depo provera. OH MY GOD it fucked with my body so much. i gained an ungodly amount of weight, i wanted junk food all the time, and my moods were fluctuating like crazy. finally, i decided to switch, but i was lazy and made excuses about why i couldn’t work out because of school etc etc.
so, at the beginning of 2011, my mom and i decided to buy me nutrisystem for a while. i’m on my third day right now, and it’s really not that bad. i have to drink ungodly amounts of water, but i’m pretty excited.
i guess i’m going to start tracking my progress and talking about it on here, which will probably make the process a whole lot easier.
…hopefully.
sigh.
